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-- for Italo and Brec

It starts with a chickadee calling from the static the pines make in the wind. The call is like the only thing living inside the only thing living. But that is just a lark, like separating the first Russian doll and going on until at some point the halves of the doll at the end of the line of nested bodies part briefly before they settle, and you are the visitor to the inside of a pocket of dark that does not entirely disappear but diffuses like perfume when a house empties of its guests, the dishes migrate back to their cupboards, the bed covers fold back, and a first breath of settling in for the night is pulled out of the invisible. And some might ask how it's done. How long something hidden can cling inside the lung of a doll, spending its slight friction to hold fast. Someone will not ask but instead open at the sound of one hand clapping, or at what it's like to think about thinking, to talk about talk, to pick up the book which reads, "You are about to begin reading. . . ." Someone might think of a better way: place one mirror opposite the other, raise one hand and infinity responds. That is no lark. It is like reading about a call from the static the pines make in the wind. A call that is like the only thing living inside the only thing . . .

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